A little note.
"Even though we may be far in presence, you are always in mind & heart. Goodnight! ;)" -Aisha Alhadad
A message sent to, i believe the rest of the girls and me, on 27/11/2007. Simple yet meaningful. It made me smile. I bet it made them smiled too. I love Aisha. Too bad i couldnt meet her today. I was busy (besides sleeping) sneezing and blowing my nose away, thanks to the mum.
Anyways,
I have always been thankful that we crossed each other paths. And i will continue to be thankful. There were times we felt as if we own the world. In other words, happy. But there were times, we didn't want to be reminded of, cos we felt like slitting each other throat at some point of time, haha but hey it had taught us a lot. Even when we thought we were gonna break/fall apart, we sticked through it. Because we just had to. Because it will be a shame not to. Because it is too valuable to let it go.
Babes, i hope each of you are doing fine. If you're not, i hope you will be soon. Stay strong and keep hoping for the best. Labels: Love chocolate chip
HOLA EVERYONE!
i wish i knew what the future will be like for me. cos for now, i feel, what? shitty. no worse.
i have problem deciding man. i feel like a useless freak. i dont know what's stopping me.
like the other day, i made up my mind to work in ttsh after i get my diploma but i did not bother to fucking fill up the form. what's wrong with me? tell me about it cos i dont know either.
i have been thinking abt it for a fews days, infact mths.. thats it. this has got to stop. no more contemplating. i am gonna sign the paper and seal it and deliver it over to sister. fuck i never felt so much confuse and lost in my life ever. and the thing is, i dont know why is it hard for me to talk to my parents about all this. oh no, its not hard cos i NEVER try to talk abt it to them. ergh. maybe i should start talking. agagagaga.
lets dump that aside. oh oh oh i hate last weekend. period. if only they knew how i felt the whole time. oh nvm.
sunday was spent with darling cuzzins and aunts. my leg was achingg so badly after all the walking but i love the newton feast larr.. gonggongs and siput seduts was sedappp i tell you!
and i love yesterday. cos i get to meet my gfs, ainmata and shasha. a few hours with them was what i needed. thank you lovelies. ainkecik and aisha was working ystdy so yeaa, they couldnt join us... but its okay.
and today is my day off again! so so not happy. cos that means im working this weekend again.
bahh. and i stay in the whole day tdy! planned to visit my darling falisha(afa) but i was too lazy to get my ass even out of bed! hahahaha. sorry afa, i swear i'll get my face and hands all over your adorable self and gigit ur cheeks and pantat some other day okay. hahaha. i am not a paedo eh. she is just so cute larr. seeeeeeeee.....
they say like mother, like daughter? so trueeeee la. hahaha.
now you may ask why i un-privatised this blog after so long. hahahaha. i dont have an answer to that.. i just had to do it lah.
i hate it when i have to go to work alone. ainkecik has always been my train mate to work. and they had to take that away from me too. weekend gua dah lah terkopak. prcp, you evil wicked bitch. lols.
ok sucha long entry of everything. hahahaha. i am a random person you see. and confused too. 0____0
tatatititutu.
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